Happy Birthday to Myself... Sound so poor thing hor... I also liddat feel... Duno why so moody now... Its my Birthday... Wasn't I supposed to be happy? Why am I alone in my room now dropping tears? Maybe because yesterday at work din went well ba... Thats why so moody the whole day ba... After work, me and my colleagues went for early dinner and den some coffee... Talked about how pissed we all were at work and den came to this deadly topic again... "Friends"... Hate this topic the most... Since secondary school I had been experiencing friendship problem... So I learned to be alone by myself... So friends come and goes... What are friends? I duno... This word seen so hard to find in my dictionary... Hai... Dun wish to dwell on this topic so much... Dun wish to get myself so upset on my Birthday... At first I'm still ok... Watching tv and doing my assignment... Suddenly my tv also turn on me... duno why suddeny went off and till now can't on it... What a present it had for me... Suddenly I feel so lonely... Hate the quiet sound in my room... Hate it even more on a day like this... How I wish he can be around... But he can't... Actually I shouldn't be sad, I'm meeting him later what... But I just can't help it... Really miss him alot... Tomorrow morning got class till now also dun feel like sleeping... Feel so sian... Wo zhen de hao xiang ta... No mood to go on wif my assignment liao... Think friday den hand in ba... Hope my Darling can understand... Sorry, Darling, for not being able to complete my asignment on time... But I promised I will hand in on Friday... Will show you my assignment when I get it back... Think I better go sleep soon... Hope it will be a better day when I wake up...
~happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me...~
Just recieved a SMS from him... Cried out straight away... Thanks my Darling... I really needed that SMS... Tried to call u back but u switch off ur phone liao... Its ok... A simple SMS is more than enough for me liao... Really thanks... Think now I can really go and have a good sleep liao... Thanks... I feel a lot better now...
~gonez to sleep le...~